I feel like I should make some resolutions or do something really monumental.
But it is a new day, a new week, and a new year and I still feel like the same old me. I am not ashamed of the old me, but I have struggled for the last several months with my weight and my personal worth, and the old me is the new me is the still the old me.
I can’t take the beginning of the year as anything more than just one more day where I have to make good decisions. Or at least less-harmful decisions.
This whole self care and self love process is literally every day. If 2018 is great, I’m excited. If 2018 is a dumpster fire, I’m less excited, but I am aware that I’m going to have to make my decisions every single day to continue self care and self love.
But it is nice to have this new year with all the new year smells that I can enjoy as I make my choices.