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Cupcake Sandwich

How is it I am a sarcastic asshole, but also terribly afraid on the inside? How is it I’m excellent at my job, but my skin crawls when someone says I’m good at my job? Why do I spend so … Continue reading

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for now it is enough

Since being in the hospital, I’ve had several ups and downs, and I’m riding an up right now. Even today at work with a crappy long long day with lots and lots of unpleasant phone work happening, I just kept … Continue reading

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Just a Thought

It’s sort of spooky how when you’re caught talking to God nowadays everybody thinks you’re nuts. They used to call you a prophet. —Paul Zindel/The Pigman

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Just a Thought

This is starting to sound like science fiction. Am I just making up a self-serving hypothesis as a form of self-defense? Maybe it’s just that I’ve gone crazy. I see my own mind as perfectly normal, as free of distortion. … Continue reading

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Hey yeah, that girl there, she is just a hot mess.

The conversation always starts really innocently and I’m always at a loss as to how to answer. I bring up that I have something to do down on campus and someone will ask, “Aren’t you done with school?” I am … Continue reading

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Now to wait

I don’t want to be tested to prove that I’m unable to remember things. But I show up early and I’m ready to go, and eager to find a parking spot at 0630. Parking is surprisingly easy at that early … Continue reading

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Crazy Best Friends

The idea of a best friend is a bit childish, but still I use it. My best friend, my oldest friend, my closest friend. What the hell is all of that about? They are all good friends, why classify them? … Continue reading

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Just a Thought

On Himmel Street, he was considered a little crazy. This was on account of an event that was rarely spoken about but widely regarded as “The Jesse Owens Incident,” in which he painted himself charcoal black and ran the 100 … Continue reading

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Just a Thought

Jesus, I must be crazy to be in a loony-bin like this. —Jack Nicholson/One Flew Over the Cuckoo’s Nest

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Just a Thought

I’m seventeen and I’m crazy. My uncle says the two always go together. When people ask your age, he said, always say seventeen and insane. —Ray Bradbury/Fahrenheit 451

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