Tag Archives: depression

rolling dumpster fire of doom

I’m sitting here in my newly cleaned office. I can smell the gooshy cat food I gave my fuzzballs earlier this evening and I can hear my mother blowing her nose downstairs. I may or may not be avoiding getting … Continue reading

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Air

There are days when I wonder how exactly every person can make the world better. Do some of us make the world better by breathing out food for plants? That is as positive as I feel about today.

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wasting the life I have by wishing for the life I want

Mondays are hard at my job. Today was a very Monday Monday. There was a time when the dislike of this job would’ve sent me off into a tailspin of self-doubt and loathing as I was not doing what I’d … Continue reading

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I’ll take the love and leave the doubts, thanks.

My week has been really lovely. I’m doing more of this self-examining stuff and doing what I can to feel better every day. When I was on vacation and able to see my friends and have a couple little adventures … Continue reading

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Ritual

Today has been a lesson in complacency. Don’t become complacent. Don’t forget that every day needs to be a ritual. Lesson, lesson, lesson. Needless to say this day can suck it.

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More exclamation points!

I wanted desperately to begin 2015 with a fresh start! I wanted more exclamation points in my year! I’m going to be starting grad school. I’m starting a pretty hardcore eating change and work out regime. I have all these … Continue reading

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Good Hustle – A For Effort – Participation Silver

Filter free. Be more honest. Say what you mean. Mean what you say. But do people really mean that? Do people really want to hear what we have to say? What is going on in our heads? Or do they … Continue reading

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Wing Whack

Last year when I lost my mind and went to the mental hospital and spiraled into a deep dark depression I decided a couple of different things. Well several things. Well a lot of things. But let me stay on … Continue reading

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Important

Once upon a time I sat down and I thought to myself, I am gonna be important. Super-dee-duper important. But that was the end of the thought. I didn’t really make a plan or anything. I had the thought and … Continue reading

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for now it is enough

Since being in the hospital, I’ve had several ups and downs, and I’m riding an up right now. Even today at work with a crappy long long day with lots and lots of unpleasant phone work happening, I just kept … Continue reading

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