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There are days when I wonder how exactly every person can make the world better. Do some of us make the world better by breathing out food for plants? That is as positive as I feel about today.
Mondays are hard at my job. Today was a very Monday Monday. There was a time when the dislike of this job would’ve sent me off into a tailspin of self-doubt and loathing as I was not doing what I’d … Continue reading
My week has been really lovely. I’m doing more of this self-examining stuff and doing what I can to feel better every day. When I was on vacation and able to see my friends and have a couple little adventures … Continue reading
Today has been a lesson in complacency. Don’t become complacent. Don’t forget that every day needs to be a ritual. Lesson, lesson, lesson. Needless to say this day can suck it.
I wanted desperately to begin 2015 with a fresh start! I wanted more exclamation points in my year! I’m going to be starting grad school. I’m starting a pretty hardcore eating change and work out regime. I have all these … Continue reading
Filter free. Be more honest. Say what you mean. Mean what you say. But do people really mean that? Do people really want to hear what we have to say? What is going on in our heads? Or do they … Continue reading
Last year when I lost my mind and went to the mental hospital and spiraled into a deep dark depression I decided a couple of different things. Well several things. Well a lot of things. But let me stay on … Continue reading
Once upon a time I sat down and I thought to myself, I am gonna be important. Super-dee-duper important. But that was the end of the thought. I didn’t really make a plan or anything. I had the thought and … Continue reading
Since being in the hospital, I’ve had several ups and downs, and I’m riding an up right now. Even today at work with a crappy long long day with lots and lots of unpleasant phone work happening, I just kept … Continue reading
Birds fall from the roof of this building, and I keep hearing Mr. Mastadon Farm by Cake playing in my head.
There are so many different people now – I am overwhelmed, but I’m trying to keep all my information together, all my thoughts in order, all my ideas together. Something about the constant rotation of people is distressing and structure … Continue reading