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mind control

I feel like I wake up sometimes and my body has decided to destroy me instead of work with me. I want to be in control, of my body, or my mind maybe, or just something. I know I’m in … Continue reading

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Better Living Through Chemistry

Today is Science. I have epilepsy. I have bone problems. I take a multivitamin. I have really severe allergies. I am able to have a life where I go outside and walk around and do things like a normal person … Continue reading

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Heart of Hate

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Now to wait

I don’t want to be tested to prove that I’m unable to remember things. But I show up early and I’m ready to go, and eager to find a parking spot at 0630. Parking is surprisingly easy at that early … Continue reading

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The Exploding Girl

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Maintenance Makes Me Dizzy

I have two maintenance medications, and they have almost exactly the same warnings. ‘May cause dizziness.’ Now granted there are other side effects and there are other things both medications do to me, but there are days when I pick … Continue reading

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Samantha Smith, Katya Lycheva and My Own Madness

The other night I was trying to explain my total complete fascination with a little girl named Samantha Smith. My Beau had never heard of her. So trying to explain my total fascination with her when I was a little … Continue reading

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Week Six

This week was less successful than I might have liked. Friday I had the first seizure I’ve had in two years. An ugly one. I blacked out, fell down, had my bicycle fall on me, lost bladder control a common … Continue reading

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Insurance Fuckers

You know what is worse than being sick and having to stay home and hawk up snot and drown in your own phlegm? No, really, there is something worse, and it isn’t just the state of the world. It isn’t … Continue reading

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BeerBeerBeerBeerBeer

Okay one of the side effects of my epilepsy medications is that I can’t have anything carbonated. Now when I say I can’t that is perhaps misleading. I can still have carbonated beverages, they just taste like dirt. So for … Continue reading

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