Tag Archives: fear

Our facility is located behind a Toys-R-Us. There is some kind of joke there, other than cosmic.

I keep thinking to myself that I’ve made the right decision. Right? This has to be the right decision. You have to make a good decision to get better. That is what they keep telling me. They they they they … Continue reading

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No. Just No. No. No. No. No. No.

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Finding My Thought

Let me just preface this whole self-involved bit of prattle by saying please, be kind to one another, please. Please be aware that mental health issues are serious. Please avoid violence where you can, and know that when I prattle … Continue reading

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Rose Oolong

At night sometimes I look at myself in the mirror and I wonder how I can have so much and still be so angry and dissatisfied. I have a roof over my head, I have a good life, and I … Continue reading

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Obviously

People keep telling me that when I feel afraid I’m obviously headed in the right direction. Does the direction have to be so frightening? Does the direction I’m heading in have to make my stomach cramp in fear like I’m … Continue reading

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Just a Thought

I’m filled with awe, as I always am, as I watch her transform from a woman who calls me to kill a spider to a woman immune to fear. When a sick or dying person is brought to her…this is … Continue reading

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Just a Thought

“It’s not necessary. My nightmares are usually about losing you,” he says. “I’m okay once I realize you’re here.” —Suzanne Collins/Catching Fire

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Deep Breath – Sit Down – Write – Deep Breath

Of late these moments overcome me where I have so much on my plate that instead of just actually doing any of the stuff on my plate I freak out, do none of the stuff on my plate and end … Continue reading

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Love and Other Drugs

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Legacy of Rage

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