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all by myself

I’m alone. I’m in New York. I’m here to write papers and stories and watch movies and make a short film with a group of students. I’m sort of at a loss right now as all of this is stuff … Continue reading

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Elastic

I always thought the bullshit that people never saw aging coming was just that, bullshit. I mean how do you not know that you are getting older? Time continues to pass, it hasn’t slowed down, we are still spinning on … Continue reading

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Downloaded

Whenever I find a misspelled track in my iTunes mix I look at it and I wonder if it is one I misspelled or if it is one I downloaded from Napster. I am not sure if I am precisely … Continue reading

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Obsessive Place

I feel like I’m in the middle of a bad joke. I’m 39 today. I’m going to graduate at the end of the year if all goes exactly precisely right and I’m in the middle of being laid off. Tee-Hee. … Continue reading

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Recipe for Feeling 100 Years Old

Take your roller-skates. Go to roller-skating class. Fill out horrible registration form for roller-skating class that asks your birthday, grade school, and favorite candy flavor. Make sure roller-skating class is packed with eight and nine year old children. Learn the … Continue reading

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Cierto/Falso

I am trying very hard in Spanish class, and sometimes it really really makes sense, and then there are times when it is just falling out of my head if I don’t study every single hour of every single day. … Continue reading

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Mists

I am surrounded by people that share one of my passions and I feel so alone. Is this a self-imposed isolation? Is it the age difference? Am I looking for reasons to keep myself away from everyone because it is … Continue reading

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Sharing

There are times when I find myself in class and we are watching something that is new to them – because they are all so fucking young – but is old news to me. This can sometimes put me into … Continue reading

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Okay so I’m not too old

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The Flight of the Syllabi

School started this week, and as much as I love school, it kind of amuses me. Okay, it amuses me a lot. Especially the syllabi, the review of said syllabi. I take film classes. This semester is almost entirely film … Continue reading

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