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mind control

I feel like I wake up sometimes and my body has decided to destroy me instead of work with me. I want to be in control, of my body, or my mind maybe, or just something. I know I’m in … Continue reading

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Someone has taped a dead ladybug to the forest painting in the group room. I can’t decide if that is a sweet gesture or horrible reality.

The day is another blur. The increase in my medication is making my brain a little slow, a little wobbly. I think it will be better, but I’m still unsure. Still nervous about going forward so fast and yet the … Continue reading

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There is a squirrel in a tree looking up at me, the tastiest nut he could ever see.

There are faces and names and they swim in and out. I think descriptions at them to try and keep them separate in my head. So many have children. So many have hopes. So many have lives. We all have … Continue reading

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Shame

To say that this movie is sad is to not emphasize the brutality and pain of this movie enough. To say that this movie deals with addiction in a way that is uncomfortable to watch, deal with, and even be … Continue reading

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Moonrise Kingdom

This movie takes everything that is great about Anderson movies, and puts it into the hands of children, lovely, beautiful, violent, and horrible children. These children are all on an island. That is fantastic. Put everybody on an island with … Continue reading

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Drowning in my own thoughts

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The Royal Tenenbaums

The Royal Tenenbaums was not a movie I wanted to see. I actively avoided it. The whole idea bothered me, a family that was quirky and odd and yet perfect and exactly the way it should be and the family … Continue reading

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Strange Intimacy

How do you write a fan letter? I think about this sometimes, and I honestly have no idea. Every once in a while I think to myself that I should send someone an email letting them know I dig their … Continue reading

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Just a Thought

People have been coming out West with stars in their eyes for so long, and for just as long, some have returned whence they came, their hopes dashed. But if one’s dreams having to come true was the only referendum … Continue reading

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A Little Cuddle, A Little Comfort

Everyone has something to say right now about my town, about my state, about what is happening. How to respond, how not to respond, what comes next, the tragedy involved, the news, the statements, and what it will all mean … Continue reading

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