Tag Archives: self-doubt

handful of days

Here it is nearing the end of March. In just a mere handful of days it will be April and the rapid acceleration of time is no better way to show me how I keep making choices and making choices … Continue reading

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Self Doubt Looping While I Stare At A Bed Hogging Kitten

How much easier is it to pretend I’m going to do something than to actually do something? How easy is to imagine I will be something magical tomorrow when I’ve not put any effort into today? How much easier to … Continue reading

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Brain on Bedhead

What are you doing today? Are you making any kind of sense? Are you even trying? Usually I make no sense. I do nothing that makes any sense. But if you don’t make sense over and over and over and … Continue reading

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Just a Thought

Sometimes, however, she becomes unsure and confusion overtakes her. Am I really a maza? Couldn’t I have switched places somewhere with my dohta? The more she thinks about it, the less certain she becomes. How can I prove that I … Continue reading

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Lunch in the Courtyard

Does our work define us? Or does our job just support the world we create? How adrift can one become before they float entirely away into the gorgeous blue sky?

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Just a Cheap Trick Song

Someone was getting married today in one of our pretty little churches on campus today. Then I went home and did some homework and saw my ex-beau for some conversation and settling of details. Our attempt is to be friends … Continue reading

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